Wednesday, December 31, 2008

High on Adrenaline

Oh shit! I got sooo freaking many things I wanna do I'm getting high on adrenaline even before I've done anything!!!

Yesterday I started checking airfares.

And I still want to learn about finance
And I still want to learn about social business
And I still want to learn guitar/piano
And I still want to go for the walk
And I still want to go and sing k
And I still want to go to a xxx xxxx hahahahahah
And I still want to go Timbre/Wala Wala
And I still want to get that bloody internship
And I still have not confirm my pro bono attachment
And I still have not read my stuff
And I still have not met up with a few people
And shit! I FOUND SOMETHING ELSE WHICH INTERESTS ME AGAIN!!!!

BRYAN CAVE. Freak!!! NOW THIS IS THE PLACE I WANNA WORK (TOO)!!!
It sounds real good. Check this out:

Bryan Cave is a leader in corporate, transactional and litigation representation with more than 1,000 lawyers and other consulting professionals practicing from 22 offices around the world. Bryan Cave advises a wide array of businesses, financial institutions, not-for-profit organizations, governmental entities and individuals

Yeah that sounds law-ish. I like it, but I know I can't go that far in that area. BUT BUT BUT!

What I am interested is this:

Bryan Cave International Trade LLC

Bryan Cave International Trade LLC ("BCIT") is a consulting firm of non-lawyer professionals and a wholly-owned subsidiary of Bryan Cave LLP. As a trade and customs consultancy based in Asia, BCIT is well-positioned to provide clients with the strategic and operational advice needed to anticipate, react to and benefit from the diverse and constantly evolving regulatory landscape of the Asian region.

OR

Bryan Cave Strategies LLC

Bryan Cave Strategies LLC is another wholly-owned subsidiary of Bryan Cave LLP. Bryan Cave Strategies provides government relations and strategic counsel to corporations, trade associations and non-profit organizations. For clients facing a public affairs battle or difficult public policy climate, Bryan Cave Strategies designs and manages effective issue and legislative campaigns that produce winning results.

BUAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. SOUNDS LIKE WHAT I WANT!!! AND CHECK THIS OUT TOO:

Its partners include former US Senators Jack Danforth and Alan Dixon, former New York Mayor Ed Koch and Charles Burson, former Attorney General of Indiana and Tennessee and former Counsel to Vice-President Al Gore.

Bryan Cave consistently ranks in Vault's Top 100 Most Prestigious firms and in The AmLaw 100.

Damnit, if I can get my hands on an internship with them (BCIT is located in Singapore)...MUAHAHAHHAHAA

Sheesshhh didn't I just told myself that I don't wanna work anymore?! Rahhhhh!!!!! WHY.AM.I.INTERESTED.IN.SO.MANY.THINGS!!!! Focus Huiling, focus!!!
Must.stop.reading.else.this.will.never.end.

But then again, if you are not interested in the world, the world will not be interested in you.

This week is gonna be awesome!!!! Half day today, 2 more hours before I get outta office!

I meant to update my blog but I somehow trailed off a lil. Hahaha then again, I should start editing my CV before work ends. Call me crazy but, I am going to give it a shot.

OK! A brief update!
8/12 - Shing's birthday
10/12 - Media night
11/12 - Chin Hao's birthday
12/12 - Benice and Guixian
13/12 - Jo and Xiulu
15/12 - Meiping
16/12 - Carol
17/12 - Can't remember
18/12 - Can't remember
19/12 - Platoon dinner, Timbre
20/12 - Jason's house, Madalene's birthday
21/12 - Christmas function
22/12 - Yan's house
23/12 - Mom erupted
24/12 - Jaime's birthday
25-28/12 - Malaysia
29/12 - Jaime, Benice and Timbre
30/12 - Jo and Jen
31/12 - Jo and Xl and mp

HAHHAHA I'm going to bring mp for her first clubbing experience at a gay club! BUHAHAHAHAHAHAAAHHA
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Can't wait for tomorrow!!!!

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Always sleepy.

So.tired.so.tired.so.tired.so.tired.till.I.wanna.collapse.

I.keep.getting.stomachaches.every.night.and.morning.
for.a.week.so.painful.so.painful.till.I.wanna.faint.

Anyone.who.is.free.for.lunch.can.come.and.find.me.at.Tanjong.Pagar.

Come.Friday.come!

She who knows the price of everything, knows the value of nothing.

Monday, December 15, 2008

Aiya, fuck it. They didn't even consider granting me a concession after I tried convincing them that my work experience, track record and attitude were enough to warrant that freaking 0.1 mark. So, I'm not going to waste my time arguing with them (Until I get back there and personally knock on their door).

Instead, I've set my eyes on something more exciting and worthy of my time. MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAhAHAHAHAHHAHA
Then again, I'm still waiting for a positive reply. Everyone chants after me: *Huiling can get it, Huiling can get it, Huiling can get it....

I CAN'T WAIT FOR ALL THE CHRISTMAS PARTIES!!! YAY!!!!!!!

DO YOU KNOW?

I really love music.
I really really really do.

My iPod is a must-have item in my bag - I can't wait to plug-in before or after work.
I can never say enough about how much I love music and I'm pretty upset that I have not started learning the piano/guitar.

Anyway, I'm lovin' my current play list now. Check it out:
  1. Fall for you - Secondhand Serenade
  2. Run - Leona Lewis
  3. The Heart of Life - John Mayer
  4. Wherever you will go - The Calling
  5. Time after Time - Eva Cassidy
  6. If I were a Boy - Beyonce
  7. Time is running out - Muse
  8. Warwick Avenue - Duffy
I am really hooked onto 'Fall for you'. Listen to the piano!!!! I really regretted giving up piano when I was younger.

I MUST HAVE THE BEST SOUND SYSTEM in my future home. With a white grand piano. RAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

I'm going to buy damn good speakers with woofer using my first pay and bring it back to NZ. WOOHOO! I can imagine me lying on my comfy bed listening to whatever I've downloaded. BUAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA

Oh, I remembered using my first pay to buy my current iPod video too! It was totally a worthwhile investment. I really feel like going K now haha.

DO YOU KNOW, I REALLY LIKE THE PIANO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, December 13, 2008

A see-how-much-you-can-read Post

Hmm...where should I start...

Work
My current internship has been pretty...intriguing and entertaining - in many different ways. Haha. The Public Relations field is full of... interesting people. The people I have been working with are very different from those who I have worked with. Don't get me wrong, they are a nice bunch, enjoy fun, food, work and life. Since its an Australian based company, and also because of the nature of the job, they are largely westernized and have a strong aesthetic sense.

Anyway, I had a unique opportunity last Wednesday to go for a fine dining experience. Our clients are chefs who specialize in traditional Italian and French cuisine. We held an editorial night for them and invited journalists and editors from the media for a culinary experience - hoping in return they would feature our clients on their specific publication.

It was a 4-course dinner with Beetroot with caramelized onions, Aglio Olio, Osso Bucco (amazingly delicious) and Tomato sorbet & Basil panna cotta. Each course was served with an appropriate wine to supposedly complement the taste of each course. If you don't already know, Huiling is a hopeless drinker yet eager to know how to drink, she took the risk of trying. First up was Champaign for the mingling session. Everyone was complementing how ______ (they practically exhausted all words possibly found in the dictionary to describe good wine) the Champaign was but when I tasted it, I was trying not to let my eyes pop out. Then there was Sauvignon Blanc (for Beetroot), Gewurztraminer (for Aglio Olio) , Shiraz (for Osso Bucco), and some ice wine for the Sorbet and Panna Cotta. I thought I was fine after taking in the somewhat negligible amount of wine but when I was on my way home, I could feel my world spinning.

Birthdays

Edmund's birthday at Costa Sands - the theme was 'geek'.

Ed, you put our friendship into test by making cool me dress like that. Hahhahaa.

I cannot stop laughing when I saw this picture. Look at Juan!!! Thats like...classic man!

And I felt damn cheated when I saw this! I thought we agreed to look blur in this photo (I must have misunderstood)! Gosh I look retarded.

Anyway, Happy 21st Birthday Ed! You've been a great pal, remarkably kind and nice, happy, and funny at the most unexpected time - I'm thankful having you as an ODAC mate!

May you have a happy and fulfilling year ahead. You might also consider playing less PS. Haha


Shingaling's birthday at Aranda Country Club - the theme was 'masquerade' (right?)

I don't see any photos uploaded on facebook yet so that got to wait. I reckon it should turn out well since we had really cool masks.

Her party became a traumatising night. The Odacians somehow got hold of The Scream's masks and that was seriously unnerving. They scared me sooooo many times. I wonder if there is bad blood between the Odac guys and me. Why must they always, unfailingly do something to me on everyone's birthday. I got splashed with water during Ed's and I got Taupoked during Shing's. HELLO WHERE GOT GUYS TAUPOK A GIRL ONE! Ok, the only 'welfare' I got before getting taupoked by around 5 guys was 1 pillow on top of me. Luckily the weight was concentrated on my legs and the person directly on top of me.

Predicting that I might get wet by the Odacians within the next hour, I ran for cover by going home! Nah la, I would have stayed over and have HTHTCOT (finally remember what that means) with them if not because I had work the next day.

It was fun, and heres to wish you a Happy 21st Birthday Shingaling! I shall not reiterate what I typed previously for Ed less you say I plagiarized. (Technically, I can't plagiarize what I wrote, can I?) Haha nah, but Shingaling, you really have been a great friend to ODAC. I think its apparent to all of us that you've put in much time and effort in keeping us together, and we thank you for that. ODAC is close to all of us yet we have to inevitably move on to the next phase of life. Despite all of that, I think we remain surprisingly close, and I think we owe majority of that to you. Thank you and may you be happy.

Chinhao's birthday at his own house

Again, I do not have any photos. I met Jo and Spenc at SengKang to walk to Chinhao's place. There, I met my JC classmates and finally, Shiling. We played Wacko and haha, its actually quite fun but very tiring because I kept losing. I honestly think I did not lose that many times. Doesn't mean that they cannot figure out which name I called means I did not call a name.

We left pretty early and Yekwai gave us a leave home. I am very sure ChinHao will never ever come across this blog but in view of consistency, I will still wish him a Happy 21st Birthday over here! (Haha I bet you guys think I am damn insincere. But not true, he really will never know this blog's existence)

University stuff
Ok, are you still with me after my droning paragraphs above? If so, good! Be prepared for more:
My results are all out - the ones I thought I would flunk did pretty well, the one which I thought I could score did exceptionally poor. I was so shock when I saw my contracts grade such that I did not even feel a tinge of sadness. I was boiling mad - I don't understand which part could have gone wrong, even if I did, was it that serious to warrant a B-!!! My tests grades were above average, I studied exceptionally hard for it, I enjoyed the paper, I came out of the examination hall feeling confident yet the final grade could not even reflect anything similar to that! I kept refreshing the window thinking that they must have made a mistake in the grades and maybe correct it thereafter but they never did so I finally resigned to that grade.

BUT to my anger yesterday, I realized I was 0.1 mark from getting honours. This was what i received from my course adviser:

Dear Huiling,

All students who completed Part II in 2008 and get the GPA >= 75 (B+) will be invited into Honours Programme.

Unfortunately, you are not eligible this year. Your GPA is 74.90, slightly lower than the requirement. As the number of invitations is limited, we just invite students with GPA: sharply 75 up.

0.1 MARK! I AM THAT CLOSE!!! Its not even HALF A MARK! I could not let Honours go just like that. So I spent 2 hours coming up with an email to persuade her that she should let me get into the programme. It was a page long, telling her how much I wanna do it and blah blah blah. Thank god I got an appraisal from the previous law firm I worked with last year which hopefully would be of some use. Seriously, after all the reasons I have given her to just overlook a mere 0.1 mark, and if she still refuses to let me in, I have nothing to say.

Also, I received an email from the partner of WP saying that they have significantly reduced the internship places this January (Carol said many other law firms have been cutting down a lot on pupillage and internship places too, probably because of the economy). But from what I've gathered from his email was that I needed to prove to him that 1) I am intending to work as a lawyer in Singapore after I graduate. 2) My conjoint degree is recognized in Singapore. 3) The route I have to take to sit for the bar in Singapore.

Sigh, it seems as though I could have a chance to work with them if not for the economy. There is still a slim possibility since he bothered replying and a pretty long one too. Plus he is one of the partners there and hopefully he can see my desire to work with them. Fingers cross - I've already sent an email to check with the Dean and law society to confirm the relevance of my degrees. I hope I'm able to get 2 good news this coming Monday.

Family
Are you still with me? Woa, I'm impressed. Haha.
My mom confiscated my Sim card yesterday for no apparent reason. She probably quarreled with Dad and decided to vent her anger. Since I was late for work, I left the sim card on the table and ran off to work. I was supposed to meet Carol for lunch but without my sim card in my mobile, I can't retrieve anyone's number. So during lunch, I rushed to the nearest convenience store to get a prepaid card. 7/11 required my ID which I didn't have on me so I thought going directly to the Starhub retail store would be able to solve that problem.

I took a train down to Raffles Place (nearest Starhub) and tried buying off them. Unable to contact Carol, I started panicking and that darn sales person was moving 1/2 the speed of any average person. I asked impatiently if that was the place to buy a Sim Card and he said yes but I have to wait because he is meddling with some stupid system. I flared up and demanded to buy it immediately because I was needed to contact people urgently and I have to get back to work soon. He then asked for my ID and I said I have none. He thinks I'm a foreigner and said that he can't sell it to me based on IDA requirements. I started 'quarreling' with him, and narrated how I came all the way from Tanjong Pagar and blah blah blah. Saying that its ridiculous because I can't get any contacts out of my phone. I was so frustrated and said, ' SO HOW?! If you don't want to sell it to me, how am I going to get my contacts out of my phone?! How to call? HUH? This is ridiculous you know. I take a train from Tanjong Pagar and I have to rush back for work now. This is urgent. I NEED TO CALL NOW.' If you know me, I am not usually like that and would not be that confrontational to people who are just doing their job. But I was so agitated then - thinking that if my mom wasn't in her crazy mood, I wouldn't have to go through all that trouble. At last that guy lent me his sim card so I could retrieve the numbers. That wasn't the end but its too long to type. Anyhows, my 1 hour launch break became a 1hour marathon.

Ok, I really should end. Haha else I would go on and on and on about soo many other stuff. But basically, I have learned a lot this year. A lot, which I hope I would remember and stay with it.