#$%^&*!!!!!!
I just uncovered a horrible, life-threatening truth... I'm in fact 100 pages behind my readings when I thought I was 10 pages ahead!!!!
Like wt#$%^&*!!!? I feel so cheated!!!!
Ok, breathe Huiling, breathe. Ok I spent last week doing applications and minimal readings. I took a look at my calendar and gasped, 'Why are there so many orange squares!!! (means assignments deadlines or some random activity)'.
Friday was spent getting stuff for our tramping trip on Sunday which is tomorrow. Its from 8am to 8pm, and I foresee I will obviously get no work done tomorrow. Which means I've to work like a machine today. I did my legal research, did minimal Econs catch-up, rushed to New Market to get my charger, did the housework and laundry, dinner and here I am playing another round of catch-up.
I'm supposed to have an early night, just so I survive tomorrow. But hell! The shit load of work just keeps piling its gonna topple on me soon! If not, now! AH!
The feeling of being cheated is true when
You spent a day reading something boring and difficult,
you tell yourself to persevere because you are getting ahead of everyone else,
you encourage yourself every time you flip a page,
you feel the huge sense of satisfaction when you are convinced that you are no longer lagging behind,
and then you refer to your notes and realise you are actually 100 pages behind.
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I HATE YOU!!!!!!! *SCREAMS AND SHREDS AND TEARS AND CHOPS AND MINCES AND GRINDS AND DEEP-FRY MY COURSEBOOK AND EAT IT UP!!!
Argh. So what, I like being a spoilt and whiny brat. *snorts.
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