'I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me… but its hard to stay mad, when there’s so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I’m seeing it all at once, and its too much my heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst… and then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold onto it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can’t feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life. I know you have no idea what I am talking about…but don’t worry, someday you would.'