Just 2 more weeks.

It has been quite sometime since I posted something proper.
Maybe I've been busy, maybe too much stuff happened till I don't know where to start, maybe I just felt like being a bum.

To cut things short, the good thing which came out from this shit semester is an air ticket back to Singapore.
A place which allows me to revert back to...me. The comfortable side of me I guess.

My parents didn't really object the idea of me going back - maybe because they see a relatively more substantial need to do so. But they still question every they talk to me. Why must I fly back. What am I going to do. What is the difference and stuff like that. I do not exactly feel like answering because I know there isn't much of a use.

But thank god, a few days after booking my flight back, I received a letter from uni informing me that I got the Lee Foundation Grant, which covers the cost of my ticket back and a little extra. So whenever they say that I am wasting money, I have at least something to use as my defense - its my money.

I've learned quite a bit this year, some hard lessons but I should be able to take it. Anyways, when all things fail, I still got my ultimate method of finding solace - running.

Not that running solves the problem but it makes problems seem smaller and less significant. When I run, I see the other side of life. I know it sounds ridiculous but try running to Mission Bay or Princes Wharf at Viaduct, you will get what I mean. Thats another reason why you guys should come over to NZ and visit me =)for those who already have, add 'more often' to the latter line.

Well, its 2 more weeks and I will be back. I didn't feel the excitement or the vibe initially but now I do. I can't wait to feel how I usually feel, see the familiar faces, complain about the stifling heat, have my food binging sessions, hug all my friends and laugh at them. Most importantly, a breakaway from this life I'm leading here. Its not all that bad, really. Its just nice to return to somewhere familiar once in awhile and remember who I really am.

I know this sounds weird to you but oh wells, I am a lil weird.

Really friends, I can't wait to see you guys again.